Self​-​Inflicted Love Letters

by Tigerblind

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1.
Pick up the phone Don't you know I've been away For such a long, long time, my love You're not at home Don't you know that I get so lonely? Yes, I get so lonely When you say that you owe me I know I'm in control I burn the things you show me Take turns corroding souls As the years go by Don't write your name For if you do, I will walk so slowly I will walk so slowly It's all the same He comes to me like he didn't know me Like he does not know me Don't call me when you're down on your knees For I could not bear to see the form of love you have decreed And to this place I shall go, wading through your fallen snow Find out fast you're not to know Then we will kiss and it will show we've had our fun When you say that you owe me I know I'm in control I burn the things you show me Take turns corroding souls As the years go by
2.
All day fun, it doesn't matter Seven glasses in, mad as a hatter Walk through the neighborhood, I'm feeling so damn good With Up The Junction blaring, and all the kids are staring With my bucket hat, Hawaiian pink I give myself a coy little wink The sun is beating, I got my glasses on A walk in paradise, I stumble through the lawns Insults come so cheap (It's time to go, I've had my fill) And I've pushed out all those who I cared for (My perfect smokescreen, if you will) It's the morning I'll meet Because after the fact is when I don't know quite what to say Another greatest hits, another fight to pick I'd try and play a song but I can't play it slick And in my lovely haze, the sunny summer days I'd hear the buzzing trees make noise for you and me
3.
Look at him He's walking so damn fast it hurts To make a move in his direction I've always been (I never see, I never thought that it could be) Talking so damn meek it kills Chance of love with indiscretion Eternity (When I come home wonder why I'm all alone) Why won't you spend your twilight years With me and him you won't take chances Sit right now Can't afford to crack a smile And we'll take turns exchanging glances But when we get home Who will be there to protect us? And when I aim high, which of them will knock me down? In this game we play All the labels, they mean nothing I will find my way But you're screaming, yes, you're screaming oh so loud I've come to terms The problem's always been within Outside force can't help competing Everyone (Now the lost is found, you come up short, you come around) Says I have the perfect smile But when I'm in the room they're leaving It's everyone (Don't tell me twice, I'll pack my bags, I'll give advice) It's the whole damn modern world Please cry for me, I am so helpless Don't ask why The question is without response A tragedy in 21 acts But when we get home Who will be there to protect us? And when I aim high, which of them will knock me down? In this game we play All the labels, they mean nothing I will find my way But you're screaming, yes, you're screaming oh so loud
4.
Country Boy 02:28
She moans A serving for a country boy I know And I can't afford the tickets to his show So you had better lay off I speak Overwhelmed with my companion's inner needs And the way he cuts her hair, it makes me see That when you go it pays off When you turned to me, well it caused such a fright Don't tap my shoulder till you make it through the night She moves Away from distant memories of you Blinded by the causalities, it's true Now you've won, you step off
5.
Darling, come see me You'll find I'm the only one Who'd want to come see me Decisions made oh so fun Yes, you're locked and dreamy Our table set for three Decisions made easy Results that we'd never see Well I hear you sleep talk at night Never once knowing who it's for I guess you should be me Before you walk out that door In this time we could do what we wanted Find out fast nothing's under the gun Petty lies, they would kill and leave haunted this love When you cry try to see it through my eyes
6.
Oh, I want to tell you these crazy things Oh, I want to make you love my eyes Why don't we try? Why don't we try? So when you're lonely Too full of shame to call me up Maybe you'll see How fuckin' cute I am And how sad you are That it can't be And I said I love you, I hate you so much Said I love you, I hate you so much Said I love you, I hate you so much Said I love you, I hate you so much So I bummed a smoke off Saturn's rings And took a ride down cosmic drive And when you tell me these crazy things Please consider looking in my eyes Why can't you? Why can't you look me in the eye? Look me in the eye and be sincere if you wanna say what you mean So when you're lonely Too full of shame to call me up Maybe you'll see How fuckin' cute I am And how sad you are That it can't be And I said I love you, I hate you so much Said I love you, I hate you so much Said I love you, I hate you so much Said I love you, I hate you so much
7.
Just go on and leave, it won't hurt at all And count out the times I broke your fall Crying out won't do no good Find out fast, do what you should Hedonistic holes plague my soul Don't surrender yourself, you're not backed by gold You knew the lesson from the start Just another loser burning out for his own art Just go on and leave, it won't hurt at all And count out the times I broke your fall Crying out won't do no good Find out fast, do what you should Now my world is flashing by I see the future and it crumbles in my eyes There's nowhere left for me to fly I'm never satisfied, I'm never satisfied Just go on and leave, it won't hurt at all And count out the times I broke your fall Crying out won't do no good Find out fast, do what you should
8.
I sit all day in squalor Burning out this man of wealthy taste I used to have desire Non sequiturs will orbit, enter, smack me in the face You sad, poor man you can't pretend To unravel my self-inflicted love letters It bleeds out and it permeates Don't even try to clean it, man you know better And if I had a million I'd fold them into little people I'd give them all new faces Set them straight, watch them run If I'm having fun, I've done it right
9.
I never took you for an outcast But now you spend all day at home I only want to see you outlast All of those losers on your phone And when the conversation stops now Which one of us has walked away? But if you walked by And had a chance to see That we'd look so fly We'd find eternity, eternally And when you close yours And have a chance to find The way you get off It makes me lose my mind The flowers pop up in the springtime And every now and then I'd see Another petal being pulled off In the place of you and me You never wanted to grow up here I never had a chance to try But if you walked by And had a chance to see That we'd look so fly We'd find eternity, eternally And when you close yours And have a chance to find The way you get off It makes me lose my mind

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Love and loneliness and reflection. Thanks to everyone who listened to anything along the way.

Recorded 2021 - 2023

All songs written, performed, and recorded by Tigerblind

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released May 12, 2023

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